Difficult times

Today was a very toxic day for us. After all the hospital stuff, we managed to get home around 4pm and home was super messy. All the mess we left Saturday slammed our face and we need a clean place to do breast pumping as we need to get back to the clinic for the 8pm visit. Ah tension builds up when there's so many things to do with so little time. Plus my body is just getting used to this pumping thing. My breast feels gigantic. It's so hard and heavy. It's adding so much to the stress.