Regrets

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Most of the people I spoke with told me to wait at least till the end of the 1st trimester before informing boss. But hey. I wanna be fair. We have a major project and boss needs hands. My mind and heart is willing but I cannot guarantee my body will allow me to hang on.

I mentioned sabbatical. Just to make justifying new resource easier for her. But known for kindness she said no need.

I'm feeling really really guilty and at the same tome disappointed. Disappointed that I'm disappointing boss. Disappointed that I might me missing this big chance on this big project. It was my time to shine and hey.. what did I do. 

Sorry baby. I want you. Mommy is just being human. And selfish.