Keep Moving

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.

From time to time, I still wonder if I'm doing the right thing. 

My evil side says: Isn't it that I'm giving them what they want to easily and freely? How is it that I'm in pain while they continue living in their paradise (doesn't matter if their souls are burning in hell)? Why am I not doing anything to get revenge?

My idiot side says: Other times I wonder what is he doing now? Is he okay? I hope he is. I feel guilty for throwing him out. What if he is so sad? 

My evil side says: GET REAL! He is so happy. Stop feeling guilty and remember that you are the victim and not him.

Well. People with conscience like us are always at the losing end because despite the anger we still do care. But yeah, it's good that he isn't showing up. I hope he doesn't for the next 50 years.