Magnet for wrong people

Unfortunately for me I seem to have been blessed by wrong people magnet.

Been cheated.

Chosen wrong friends.

Trusted wrong people.

I think the problem is me. I love with all that I have. I trust easily.  Despite that I'm the one who feels guilty.

I wish to have a stronger heart. I wish to be as cold as people think of me. I wish to become as heartless as they say I am.

For now, I have my boys. I have to keep standing. Keep fighting.