Emo

I've been feeling sad these past few days (err.. weeks? months? years?), but today was really really bad. Maybe cause it came while I was still having problems absorbing what happened yesterday. I'll be on emo mode today.

But my rational side knows that it's no point. Whether or not its my fault or not, I'll be the one to apologize so why prolong the agony? Coz I need a little moment for myself before I collapse.

I'll continue being on emo mode for a while. Then I'll go back to being manhid coz that's survival 101.

I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.